January has been sort of a hectic and crazy month. From moving to figuring out my new posting schedule to trying to find my new lifestyle of being healthier. It’s all been so crazy yet wonderful at the same time.
At the beginning of January I found myself to be motivated because I finally had a setup for my work, but then for some odd reason I got in this slump where I possessed no passion to write, film, or even read. And all of those are things that I have a craving to do constantly. So it was strange to be like that for basically two whole weeks. But with February coming right around the corner, I am having this incline to do what my brain is telling me to do rather than my laziness and procrastination. We all struggle with this everyday but it’s something I know we all can beat.
As for the highlights of January, I went to Disneyland with my best friend and had an amazing time! And the bigger one was that this was my first month not living with family and doing total grown up things everyday. Being an adult can suck really bad sometimes, but it can also be tons of fun.
January did have a lot of good things that happened but also bad things. I choose not to talk about those events because I want to move on from them and pretend like they didn’t even happen. I want to live my life in the moment, not in the past.
And as for every new month, I will have a new goal. February’s goal will be to feel confident inside and out. For someone who is shy and self conscious (such as myself), it’s not going to be all sunshine and rainbows. But I know that if I have the courage and strength and truly believe in myself, I can get through just about anything! As can you, I know you can. So let’s face February with a strong heart and mind!