It was time for me to once again forget. So I got into the pattern of waking up, school, work, sleep. I had that on repeat for about six months. It worked as a distraction but there was still that emptiness I needed much to fill. What it was, I had no idea. The long nights of crying became regular and no longer bothered me. It was almost like that was a part of me that was staying forever. If it was, I had to make room for this new part.
Finally, graduation was here. All I had wanted since the beginning of the year. The only thing I can say about graduation was that it tasted sweet and very, very delightful. It was comparison to a lion catching a gazelle. I can only imagine a lion’s victory is something like that.
PAPER TIGER. TOMORROW!!!
Much love, Chloe ❤