Happy and relaxed… A number of people have told me that I embody those two just about everyday of my life. No matter what the situation was, I was always those two. But I guess those people never saw the act for what it was. I do consider myself a happy and relaxed person but I also consider myself anxious, sad, nervous, and hopeless all in one as well.
If you couldn’t tell, I took a mood quiz. On most days I would take these answers anytime, but I couldn’t today. Sometimes, well a lot of times your brain is telling you that you’re not the same as usual. And it’s not something you can just get over.
I’m not sure if I’ve ever shared this on here. Not being happy is extremely confusing for me. Because when I’m not happy, I’m lost. These feelings I’m talking about aren’t the ones that you can get over easily, they’re the ones that last all day and maybe even all week. You see, it’s hard for me not to be happy because why would I have any reason not to be? I have everything someone could wish for, yet it isn’t enough to satisfy me fully. I don’t know the answer to it and I probably won’t for a while, as I am still growing and learning.
I hope you enjoyed this and you take this quiz as well.
Much love, Chloe ❤