“You are a very unique person, Scorpio. You like to know and understand others, but you find it hard to reveal many parts of yourself. You can be outgoing and social, but you tend to crave more alone time than many others do. All of your talents and idiosyncrasies set you apart and make you stand out – but they can also make it difficult for you to relate to other people at times. You may be feeling alone now, but it doesn’t have to be that way. Push yourself to explore new boundaries outside of your comfort zone, and you can have what you want.”
I first of all had to look up what idiosyncrasies meant, which is “a characteristic, habit, mannerism, or the like, that is peculiar to an individual.” I then began to think that I do like a lot of alone time and I do think I am different than most people. It seems a lot of people around my age like to just drink, say whatever’s relevant and do what everyone else is doing. Looking back, I tried so many times to be like those people and to be honest, I catch myself doing that here and there. And quite frankly, it’s hard not to do what everyone else is doing because sometimes you just want to fit in. Like any other kid who’s only a year out of high school, I’m still trying to figure out who I am and what I’m meant to do.
A lot of scorpios are I guess known for being outgoing but every time I read my horoscope and it says I am, I have to shake my head and laugh a little because anyone who knows me knows that I’m opposite. Since moving out to California I’ve tried time after time to change that about myself but it doesn’t seem to be working. In fact, it seems like it’s almost doing to opposite. Even though I try and fail each time, I’m still going to get back on my feet walk again, and I think that’s what I like the best about myself. Eventually that question comes up, ‘what do you like the most about yourself?’ I think I’ve actually came up with an answer for that one and here it is. What I like the most about myself is that even though I may not do it right the first time or the first few hundred times, I still continue to try. Trying has always had my back no matter what, it never lets me down.
And so, I’m going to tell you to try. Keep on trying until whatever it is you want happens. Something has to happen eventually.
As always, much love, Chloe ❤