First, I’d like to wish everyone a happy Thanksgiving! Eat all the turkey and pie you want. Also, take this time to remember who you are, where you’re at in life and what you are truly thankful for. Reflecting on these few things can actually make you so much happier and go into the day with a better mind set. Nonetheless, let’s get into the post.
The third thing that I’m thankful for is where my mental state is at. This past year and a half has been so bad yet good. It seems that I can go from 100 to 0 in moments. Though there are many tough times, I get through it and let myself know that everything will be okay. I might not do that right away, as my head doesn’t allow me but it eventually comes through.
To put it in short, one week will be really good and then just like that, the next will be awful. For those of you wondering, I haven’t seeked medical help but if you’re really interested I have a video on my YouTube, Chloe Akemi, explaining everything (the video is called I just want some advice).
Anyways, I’m just thankful that my mind has allowed me to think here and there that everything will be okay. I can’t tell you how much I think about everything, and when I say everything, I mean EVERYTHING. But like I keep saying, I’m very thankful that nothing more has happened and that I’m still here fighting each day.
If you’re going through the same thing, remember that you can do this. In the end, the only thing that really in the way is yourself. Don’t take these words too harshly, as I know I would. You are loved and having you here is part of why this world goes round and round 😉