OTD #271 A sincere apology

Happy Saturday caturday, hehe! I hope it’s going swell so far 🙂

I wanted to dedicate a post to not fully being here this past week. Basically the whole week I wasn’t getting any good sleep, AKA only four to three hours of sleep. That really took a toll on my body in kind of a bad way. Everything felt so weird during the daytime, but nonetheless, I’m glad this week is almost over and that my sleeping schedule is getting way better.

Something else strange that happened was yesterday I felt super sick in the morning. So my stomach is pretty sensitive in the morning whether or not I eat something and most mornings I don’t eat anything because I am losing weight and I normally have a stomach. But that morning it felt like I ate something that didn’t go well with my body (even though I didn’t eat anything). I thought I had to go number two and while sitting on the toilet, the pain increased and I have a pretty high pain tolerance when it comes down to it. So it was strange and after a few minutes of the stomach pain, I had a heat flash and right when that happened I knew something was definitely wrong. Long story short, I had that happen a number of times and eventually went to the bathroom a couple of times. To which that leads me to believe it was either food poisoning or bad constipation, which I’ve never had either of them.

It was really scary because I didn’t know what was going with my body, but I am very much fine now and back to normal.

Thus, I am so sorry about this week with my posts, but my body has been going through weird things right now. So please forgive me of my lack of good posts. I just wanted to apologize and explain myself fully and I hope it was enough.

Have a good rest of your weekend!

Much love,

Chloe ❤

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Life Talk #36

Happy Friday, friends! Can you believe it’s already September? Before we even know it, it’ll be October soon. So, how was everyone’s week? Mine wasn’t too bad, except for a thing or two. Let’s get into it!

At the beginning of the week were holiday days, which was well spent at Disney one Monday and Tuesday was a relaxing day. And somewhere in between I got a bad case of allergies… I had never had allergies so bad before. It started off with me having a stuffy nose when I sat or laid down. Soon after that I began to get a stuffy/runny nose, and then after that I began to sneeze a lot more and my eyes watered when I did. I didn’t think I was getting a cold because all the symptoms were nothing but allergies. So benadryl it was. And that’s basically what’s been bothering me this week and what’s made me very unmotivated to do much. I’m still doing the regular things I normally do but being an overachiever was not a goal this week. I was really hoping that I’d be in a reading mood but reading just made me sleepy. But I did get a couple chapters in, which was really nice. And now I haven’t done much for the day yet, just a lot of sleeping. I’ll blame it on the allergies, haha!

Any special plans for the weekend? For myself, I won’t be doing too much due to allergies and just trying to save up some money. So lots of puppy bonding time and most likely some online Call of Duty.

Well, that’s all I have for you today folks. I hope everyone has an amazing weekend and spends it well on whatever they want.

As always, much love, Chloe ❤

Life Talk #10

I hope your second week of March has been all of what you’ve wanted so far! As for myself, I guess it has been pretty good. Other than being sick, I’ve been very productive with my new secret project! There are only two sections left that I have to wait and outline in the next six months, but next week I can start writing everything down for sure. I don’t have any date that’s set in stone when this will come out, but probably during late spring/ early summer I’ll be able to give some more details, which I can’t wait for!

A little update on my sickness: Last week/ beginning of this week was super sore throat, cough, blowing nose constantly, and achy body. But now all I have is a small cough, blowing my nose a few times a day, and a cold sore going away quickly. As you can see, I’ve been on a rollercoaster of sick, but it wasn’t too bad.

Nothing too fun has happened, but tomorrow I’ll be going to the Safari Park in San Diego and I’m super excited to go. If you don’t know, I love animals so much. They have had a special place with me since I can remember. The one thing I’m the most excited to see is going on a safari type ride where it’s as if we would be on an actual safari in Africa. I’ll for sure tell you all how it went on Monday 🙂

Have a wonderful weekend everyone!

As always, much love, Chloe ❤

Life Talk #9

One thing I’ve learned this week is that you have to keep on going. You have to keep pushing and pushing to get passed the things that are hurting you the most at that time. And doesn’t matter what it is. Right now and for myself, it’s being super sick. I didn’t think I was going to get sick because it didn’t really hit me right away, but as this week passed, it gradually came on. I HATE being sick. End of story.

Other than being sick, I did have a little self doubt and no self love as well. I started to think about where I was and how others around me were accomplishing so much more. After that, it all started to spiral down hill, though, I don’t not feel like I have to share the thoughts going through my head in that moment.

It’s moments like those that I try so hard to fight against everyday and I try and help others to fight those by posting on my blog each day. I not only write for my enjoyment, but in hopes that I can make someone feel just a little bit better and forget for a moment what it is their going through. I want it to be my mission to keep that up as well, no matter what comes. I guess not even a bad sore throat and a dry stuffy nose can keep me from doing it 🙂

I hope this first week of March has shown you kindness and keeps it up! Remember to always keep on going no matter what.

As always, much love, Chloe